I'm really sorry. I didn't go over there.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I just.
I just thought if I could do something practical for her
that might help. But...
I've been getting myself into such a state,
worrying about everything.
I... I just called the Breast Cancer Now helpline.
I'm not sure what made me think of it, really,
but I can't tell you how good it was to talk to someone.
I just chatted through everything that's been going on
and she said something that I hadn't really thought of as well.
That, as a friend, you're trying to support the person
experiencing cancer, but
then, what you don't think about
is the fact that you might need support, too.
So that was that was really interesting
and just so helpful, made me feel a bit more positive.